On my creative process…

I used to take notes about my stories, and I still do (any ideas I have after drafting, I’ll compress into a few short sentence fragments enclosed in brackets at the end of the manuscript, to serve as a placeholder for my memory), but other than that, I stopped taking notes because I ended up scribbling nonstop at red lights, at work, in the middle of dinner…I might as well have spent my entire day writing the actual story.

What I later came to realize is that my subconscious already knows what I want to write–when I sit down to draft, the ideas spring up at the right moment, without any prompting. Conversely, when I tried to commit everything to conscious memory, I would end up scrapping a ton of what I had planned to write, or trying to shoehorn in scenes that no longer worked. That led me to believe creative narrative is unfailingly abundant (maybe infinitely so), and, subsequently, I learned to trust my instincts and feelings when I sat down to draft. As hokey as it may sound, notes are great, but they’re nothing compared to what you already know in the depths of your spirit.

That’s how it works for me, anyway.

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15 responses to “On my creative process…”

  1. Interesting post. I used to take notes all the time, even having a pad near my bed for ideas I got in the middle of the night. But I no longer do that, because I found that I never forgot any idea that hit me during the day. The good thoughts stay with you.

    1. Yeah that’s what I eventually found! Gives me some faith in the good ideas–they’ll find a way to get expressed eventually

  2. I experience the same. I still take notes, but not as obsessively as I once did…I discovered too that I have written the exact same thoughtโ€”even with the same phrasingโ€”several times, forgetting that I had written it already, sometimes with years in between note entries. This discovery has enabled me to relax (somewhat ha ha) and believe exactly what you describe here: my subconscious already knows. I think I take notes now because the act of jotting something down with my fingers allows me to “touch” the idea and get it out of my brain and into my body (now who’s hokey ha ha ha).

    1. That’s a great way of putting it! The idea just needs a touch, later it can be fleshed out.

  3. For me, it’s like I am having a lot to write and most of the times, I end up mix a lot of things when I try to put down my thoughts into writing.

  4. I love the idea that creative narrative is abundant and that our subconscinous is often doing far more work than we realize.

    I’ve noticed something similar in my own writing. Sometimes the harder I try to force an idea into place, the less alive it feels. Yet when I sit down and trust the process, thoughts, memories, and connections seem to arrive exactly when they are needed.

    “Notes are great, but they’re nothing compared to what you already know in the depths of your spirit” is such a beautiful way to put it.

    I believe in this perspective. There is something powerful about allowing instinct to have a seat at the table.

    1. Indeed! Instinct knows quite a bit, and I think it’s often underrated.

  5. agreed. it’s one of the reasons i’m really enjoying writing on serial platforms right now :}

    1. I’m glad you’re having fun with it! Too many people turn writing into a task or a way to prove their worth.

      1. thanks. it’s one of my only true joys left these days…i only wish i could sit longer to write more! keep writing my friend :}

      2. You too! More time will come at the right time (so to speak)

  6. I have to learn to stop making as many notes as I fall into the pitfalls you mentioned. It’s just every not seems like it will join events, be a great intro, or a needed breakthrough. Eventually I just end up rewriting scenes and running in circles. It’s frustrating and exhausting.

  7. Exactly what happens to me too, and sometimes when I take notes it even โ€œdisturbsโ€ the subconscious in a way if that makes any sense. Like saying, โ€œno donโ€™t touch me yet, Iโ€™m not ready Iโ€™ll let you know, itโ€™s in there just be patient.โ€

    Now Iโ€™ve learned I cannot plan, or search for the insight, or the โ€œright momentโ€ – I liken it to all of a sudden getting really nauseous and about to throw up because of the intensity of what needs to be expelled from myโ€ฆmind haha!

    If I take notes it never produces or results in what itโ€™s supposed to, itโ€™s only when I fully surrender to not knowing whatโ€™s going to come out but also knowing exactly what is, is when the magic finds its way to where itโ€™s supposed to.

    1. That’s a great way to put it! Yes, I think perfect timing and the magic are strongly related, and might even be the same thing in a lot of cases

  8. I used to think I couldn’t be a writer because I didn’t keep a notebook and wasn’t willing to start. Now I just think people have different creative processes.

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